Post made: June 03, 2007
I don’t understand how so many of my friends, my family, strangers can be so apathetic. They sit around, saying that life will still be the same tomorrow. That there is always tomorrow.
But what if its not?
Whats wrong with wanting to live for today? I want to get out there, experience life for what it is. I want to live knowing that I did the best I can. I want to grow. I want to experience life. I want to BE A HUMAN BEING.
I need comfort. I need a helping hand, a hug. I need someone who will be honest, not someone who dances around the truth.
I don’t god damn understand how people can live like that.
THERE IS AN ENTIRE WORLD OUT THERE. WHY CAN’T WE SEE IT?
I also find it funny how true this is, and this is almost exactly how I feel now, wanting to embrace life to the fullest, and how sad I always get when I look around at people who just squander it away. I try helping but it feels like its never enough. But I always have to remember to pick myself out of that messy, dark place and back towards the light.
The next day I made a post on being a recovering atheist, as well as making the post I just posted a commentary for. Weird, eh?
